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新年的第一天就有好消息，朋友圈里季杨杨发了一张小婴儿攥紧的拳头照片，配文：母子平安，时间是凌晨四点钟。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>FLD5VzJtjZhTpwHnqPv97C26GU0MyAgSErmYflac</blockquote>
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我发自心底为他们高兴，这两个都是我年少时期的好朋友，看他们结婚生子，幸福圆满，万千感慨涌到嘴边是一句：恭喜。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x5Bd2utEZODJvKwjkHLNUiIcWXhYG6m0g4SsPQ1e</blockquote>
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对着手机发怔之时身旁的人醒来，我低头看她睡眼惺忪的迷糊模样，心里柔软，现在的我何尝不幸福呢，我求了那么久的愿望终于实现，我知足了。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eLB52biZtTnzuhHCK7NPx689kQplW3vy1JDswAEY</blockquote>
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轻轻吻了吻她的眉心，低声温柔，“陶子今晨四点生了，是个男孩。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>FyX3orG4cda5YtDSQRjsU92JTwZPv0MBzkfVhClA</blockquote>
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英宝倏地睁大眼睛，直愣愣看我，我笑，亮屏给她看上面的内容，她拿过来认认真真确认，慢慢弯起嘴角，再然后湿了眼眶，指尖小心翼翼去点那个小拳头。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rBmiMat26sehG7LXHkWFQYOcNEypJo0nf1V4IvxP</blockquote>
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我心疼地吻她的眼睛，“这是好事。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dJsin7fgvUAwTmRX4y3tB6Vl8Kr1eWkPHx0F2bO9</blockquote>
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她呢喃应和，“是，是好事。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hLkwvHC9OKDmiTegt3B87EsQU4Wru6j0nSYdZJzy</blockquote>
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“……男孩儿……陶子和杨杨的宝宝，一定很好看，”她眼睛里有光，恋恋不舍地看照片，“……半夜生的……陶子辛苦了……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qlPje0aOSNJc3isW5wmr1o2Md6nGb74QpIzxDhyY</blockquote>
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“你想她了？”我一瞬不瞬盯着她，“我可以问问杨扬，等他们什么时候有空，我们去探望陶子和宝宝。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ROAkXuBLCoPT0Ud9IVY5a6FEmGzbqNci4Whg2n18</blockquote>
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“可以吗？”她下意识转头来看我。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>f1CIbO0nevUNrWd6FylxMQ7qzZ4RcY8Bkjho5DHV</blockquote>
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我失笑，“当然。陶子一定很高兴见到你。你俩不是约定好你要当宝宝的干妈？不想去见见自己的干儿子？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>LN1Qg3v6JrPdsh5Z9lj84tyAeboBS2fkaViTOpUF</blockquote>
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她眼睛里的光却慢慢湮息下去，摇了摇头，“……算了。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>myKUjdVtk4hfM9nxeE3cRAuSoI10LZpY5CJWvlzT</blockquote>
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她不再说话，把手机塞回我手里，翻过去拿后背对我，长发遮掩住小脸看不见情绪。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>LTJxhKo0uP9q5Q7kgHpB3iZFN6M2Rzy1DmEOGjUX</blockquote>
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我愣住，刚刚不是说得好好的，怎么心情突然低落了？<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kCh7NbvyfsG2gair8eFd1AV5MqB3DuHXJjEKxLwc</blockquote>
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“怎么不高兴了？是我说错什么了吗？”手搭她的肩想翻过来，她抗拒。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>1yZEOFHN5wjP4vxBqhpXb9GJkRS2VrKlYmf03oa8</blockquote>
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“英宝，英宝？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>tUZzj6PKilfB1YkuEvs2nxqMhr4SaGFwIAQc385y</blockquote>
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她依旧不语。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ixjFHf5rw2X6AgnMYa7l8p3zKRsSOycNZDJho0m1</blockquote>
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沉默了会儿，我妥协，决定让她自己冷静一下，“我去给你做早餐，想吃什么？面条还是炒饭？我倾向于炒饭，昨晚煲的饭没怎么动过，今早吃了它吧。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xj0ewVUZIaTqg8ydsncPif52Mbz1t9JHKAYk6Gh7</blockquote>
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我起身穿衣，床上本来安静的人突然开口：“方一凡。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>NKrja7bse15nZPhzkdvOiEo8RXFlVwuYGyIW2SU6</blockquote>
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“嗯？还是你更想吃面条，那……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kE03VSo7BY5vLWMNCUadnXqImbZy4iPfDzsgl8TQ</blockquote>
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“你喜欢孩子吗？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Zx8S5jA1iBJybrNnuHsDoQCYXz73PvKh4fTpRekt</blockquote>
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我没反应过来，话题怎么突然……<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jThZ4AxOkz65lCR9WEyXJnYMoPUcBLHdeb2sgifr</blockquote>
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“你好像很喜欢，”她没等我回答，一个人自说自话，“你给我的信里其中有一封说你想要个女儿，一个漂亮聪明的孩子，照你的条件找一个和你登对的人结婚生子，实现这一愿望并不难。虽然你现在的年龄不算大，但……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>iX8WnJpx57mdHSEYIVtNAjcOa3ZC29GzL1roqsQk</blockquote>
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“英宝！”我打断她，盯着被子下单薄的身子，“你说这些话是什么意思？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6pqL5CPWoJ7bSvTkh9tQ4s8X1eBrUKEVijHlZcDF</blockquote>
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胸腔燃烧着怒火，她若无其事说着我和别人结婚生子，就像说一个无关痛痒的人，明明昨晚我们就做着能生子的事，她怎么能转身推我向别人。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jpGYCXLM3rPgaAl7qSeR9Nk5F1JEQ62W0uhUbfIT</blockquote>
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我喉咙干涩，“你希望我和别人结婚生子？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>QjmnUJ2KNFhVgAiOsPG37HITrkaZceXpw1bo6M4W</blockquote>
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她沉默了一会儿，“难道你想和我结婚生子吗？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nrIbRuwMsXfFBe7VlqOtxLWPm3E8HSzQ6pgk4hDZ</blockquote>
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“不然呢？”我嗤笑出声，“我现在做的一切是个笑话吗？我方一凡如果有一天要结婚有自己的孩子，那孩子的母亲只能是那个叫乔英子的女人，我结婚共度一生的人，也只能是乔英子。我这样说你明白了吗？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>VWxeEo6w4dsvulkJMFUfLZ9H0OQIaXr5B2DnNYg1</blockquote>
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房间里很安静，她慢慢起身，被子滑落露出她白皙光滑的肩臂，乌黑长发掩住她一半脸，她低眼看被单，一字一句慢慢说着，“你需要我的身体，我可以给你，但我不会结婚，也不会有孩子。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pjPH5vIskVE7rcKGRXilwxg9u2nhqS4eAfzBQDZ1</blockquote>
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“结婚只是形式，孩子也只是锦上添花。就算没有那些我也没关系，有你我就满足，但我要的不仅是你的身体，还有你的心。”我目光深沉。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Fn3ESZxUgdBY608QuLvwAHWVDbokTclatqGzjKps</blockquote>
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她面无表情，“我早就说过，我没有心了，给不起你要的。你把大好年华浪费在我身上不值得。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZFXUN3HujohYA9kspODJn06yz57qwvgcxTrQLd8t</blockquote>
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“所以昨晚你只是为了满足我的欲望费尽心力来配合我吗？所以你觉得我和你在一起只是贪你的身子？”我苦涩又无力地笑，“乔英子，你太小看我了。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>UXvjRwELqgKamCDr90e3fzkuopbth6JN2FWYPQI8</blockquote>
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说完我转身从房间里出去，我需要时间冷静，心里一遍又一遍劝诫自己，她生病了，我应该对她宽容。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>DaYmcxwd7Ce5TVXt9nJSpj8b3l1sLPqkAB6yHEWQ</blockquote>
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一个人去厨房，生着闷气开始做早餐，恨恨地想，生病了不起？就能这样欺负我吗！费心费力伺候你几个月不落好，就知道拿话刺我，我的心也不是铜墙铁壁做的，也会痛啊！平常说四五句话回一句就不错了，今天吧啦吧啦和我讲这么多我不爱听的屁话，不想听都拦不住，真不知道我是该哭该笑。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>bK0BgTPjaZlNUtAIGLF98mic1JuCoSVw3k2HsErD</blockquote>
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锅铲被我铲得唰唰响，恨不得锅底铲出个洞，一餐不做饿死你得了！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fTyhdrJ9e08ptPz3aMqwxUnoXKj4VIg157FHuCBE</blockquote>
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想是这么想，身体还是老老实实煮了面炒了饭，然后踏着步子去敲她房门，“早餐做好了，出来吃。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>D43tNQYlUR2yLuSvkKoBiCAGbmxEeTWsgzhawFOr</blockquote>
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回到餐桌拿起勺子，耳朵竖着听动静。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ejXP0hJizUDsHCcm5TKyIEvOpfNdunVMSBka6GYW</blockquote>
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房门开，我心定下来，算你还知道出来吃早餐。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>azuQN6mB7rKyGApYXfnqo2IZO9w5HeFjv4db1xtC</blockquote>
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大口大口舀饭往嘴里塞，即使她坐到餐桌对面了也故意不看她。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6jLC4DVbdr3utz5qWnOciBTvksEyU1Zg0paFSGY7</blockquote>
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冷落你！我也不能凡事迁就你不是！泥人也是有脾气的！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>7dG9XIBiqKNt1o4kfW2wURcQjAhabpeEMnmFlgLx</blockquote>
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可是对面的筷子久久未动，我忍不住抬眼看她，她睁着一双大眼无辜地看我——准确地说，是我盘子里的火腿肉丁蛋炒饭！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>NAQqLStlwMfIa8DGZBTUj1v593WYciVsKyr04zdp</blockquote>
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我：……<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>p0cw5teYM8LAUQuDRIb1Ejl9CzTkiNdPJoaWKS2G</blockquote>
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发誓绝对不依她，但嘴巴还是没管住，一不小心就秃噜嘴了，“你想吃炒饭？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ARtcMdCq1TfGHBopLSj5FIwxX2nvDEgUWy49NPhu</blockquote>
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她看我，轻轻点了点头。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zJwpYfgl3k9jNDOr4oGI1Q67MvZXybERTBshmaqK</blockquote>
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艹！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>h2ypBXgN5owZJ7IdW4SujilkGzvOqHrM9VK3mQFt</blockquote>
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世间仅此一盘的蛋炒饭！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jayUAPfcuFYXoq0VpeKkHiwld4ECZWbzOM19GnJD</blockquote>
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我把盘子推向她，然后默默把她面前的碗面端回来，当作什么事都没发生，挑起面条哧溜哧溜吸得起劲。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mFWAOgHaGEc7tvCji9QMBxfb5wso10eXVUTZ6JyK</blockquote>
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眼角瞟到她动勺子，之前闹得不愉快慢慢从心里排解出去，不是说，人只要吃得下饭就能活着吗，只要她活着一切皆有可能，我和她置什么气，慢慢来就好了。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>v9h5AjS1DmokMOYrwX7tNUe64Gy8pnLbxzEaKiBP</blockquote>
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看她吃得认真，不自觉我的嘴角上扬，压不住心里的骄傲，“怎么样？我炒的好吃吧？这肉丁我放了点酱油，炒起来超香的！”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Rn9NQxtb3ICo2zOV0LdZlwujAK64TMhs7SFDYrGJ</blockquote>
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她看着我，突然笑起来，“过来。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>gYFPZViSRsB2vlM9hTytW0rJ3G4bL6DHfzpqNnOw</blockquote>
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呃？<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YmyrB3GFfwDASHZRCpk70eKX5iqhWuLJbonsMj8g</blockquote>
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“什么？”我下意识身子探前。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wgjrRoMq5v0k8eFphElS1J6GizKcUfL9OAbdVysI</blockquote>
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她伸出手，指尖从我嘴角轻点而过，一颗米粒被她摘走送进她嘴里，她嚼了嚼，漫不经心道，“嗯，确实好吃。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fEQzJHDX3Y9Ap7k1RZGMB5OoWxmiPlav604tTF8u</blockquote>
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花了一秒反应的我瞬间脸颊爆红，“你，你……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wvU3POJnyQZx4j6HmDgdsXIoLFqMEKGk2a7Sehzi</blockquote>
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她面色平静，半点没有我们吵过架的痕迹。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8iOg9mboIXFcQt2sGrNeuwVdjnSyExvzJUR703TK</blockquote>
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我想了想，最后忿忿地说没什么，重新低下头去吃面条，却忍不住腹诽，打一巴掌再给颗甜枣，她就是吃准我的脾性不舍得对她生气发火，才一次又一次挑战我的底线，事后又若无其事地与我相处。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>9Fekh08xNwJ3iY6ZqncupAlz2STgXdDLrIKfaBj1</blockquote>
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在她心里，我到底算什么呢？我爱她珍惜她，她却一心想要逃离我，虽然我一次次告诉自己她需要时间和耐心来消化痛苦，但在治愈她的同时我也会累会辛苦会心痛啊。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>aSshy96APcGLJHpjkdxCiFf8loYg7nq4QO31wve2</blockquote>
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反复无常的她，变幻莫测的她，每一天都像让我行走在刀刃冰面上。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xD5B3hO7YybgcVX4HwmsnPkR8ArfCd1IEQi69Mju</blockquote>
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想着便不受控制地叹出声，她握勺子的手顿了顿，我已经没胃口再吃，推开碗筷起身想去打把游戏排遣下心情。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>VBGmlehfcKnC2bvPgF1XtARd0q86xzIQoM9Hrj7i</blockquote>
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经过却被她猝不及防拉住手腕，我停下脚步低头看她。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eArnC9LdWqgoBT3hQtjfwUHImsGcOXuViPz7E02K</blockquote>
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“你生气了吗？”她声音很轻。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>VR4l271MqdehHrcXtup8jmF6zW9fPUZvGJCEKowL</blockquote>
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我紧抿着唇，不说话，想确认她的意图。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>PcvQwIeOCS61tgu0FXxViNBmosKMG4fLAylj8Z39</blockquote>
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她抬头仰视我，眼睛来回在我脸上打转，最后下结论，“你对我失望了对不对？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>RiZSTDrfqwUXoaI5328Yv9LGgd7AeuzC0pkVFj4t</blockquote>
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得不到我的回应，她慢慢松开手，一脸了然低头，“你确实应该对我失望。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ArvpDyKB0sObhdaCmkeTLRE5V4UYnIZGJzlXoNFS</blockquote>
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我不喜欢看她失落，勾起她下巴反驳，“我没有失望。我知道你是什么样的人，从我决定要和你在一起就做好了承担一切的准备，无论是四年前，还是现在。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uhYMXrFZeNm6q2QHgBxGfk1RwcsJWLS39I5TjbCV</blockquote>
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“你会后悔，就像四年前一样。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YsLlC8pKOdo14efIcPQ7MBnUJqvRyz3052gkGmE6</blockquote>
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“我从来没有后悔过和你在一起的决定，”看到她眼睛里的惊讶，我愈发坚定，“四年前我只是怨恨我自己，没有早一点发现你的不对劲，存着侥幸心理对你隐瞒欺骗，让我们的感情就那样不堪地结束。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xWYE4QVmGHjRKLaUFdft8sMokJN59pgvc0XCbqnr</blockquote>
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“若说后悔，我最后悔地是这几年没有去找你，如果知道你过得这么痛苦，我绝不会抛下你不管。现在我有弥补的机会让我照顾你，爱你疼你，我还有什么好后悔，”我半跪下去与她平视，牵着她的手放在我的左胸膛上，让她感受炙热鲜活的心跳，“我偷笑着呢，终于可以不用再做违背这颗心的事，终于可以一心一意地和你在一起，我心满意足。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>WMX3x7fY8yoKta6rJLAVDdpcQRiPkTvs5qmeBh19</blockquote>
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她的眼眶盈满泪水，一点点抽回自己的手，声音哽咽，“可是我没有信心和你在一起。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>2ARx1CTUdQhg3c4z9LqJYIkXyfDrEGmpb5vnOZ6t</blockquote>
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我红了眼睛。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZDxtom4GgOhXTqS6ICKH1YNdy9e5rwpaiMUnjvf7</blockquote>
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“曾经我爸妈是这个世上最爱我的人，可他们一个走了，一个重新组建了家庭有了新的孩子。你也口口声声说过爱我的，可你还是和别人在一起了……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x0Q5EvVgWpFLiXmqzytnUdZkAGDco61IH4S38aTl</blockquote>
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“我没有。”我苍白无力解释，她痛苦摇头。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eso5zLKASlnXibGgHrpfI1C0NJPTd69F4BU2cEkV</blockquote>
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“方一凡，这个世上没有什么是永恒不变的，真心也是瞬息万变的。你现在说爱我，十年后呢，二十年后呢，我们是不是会像我爸妈一样，撕得头破血流，反目成仇，发着最毒的誓说老死不相往来。”她的眼泪落在我的手臂上，灼热滚烫，“我已经不相信爱了，说爱的人都是骗子。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yV0m7tAH2WTBYEaM14IbkeQxKNuovd3GUJi6zp5S</blockquote>
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新年的第一天就有好消息，朋友圈里季杨杨发了一张小婴儿攥紧的拳头照片，配文：母子平安，时间是凌晨四点钟。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>FLD5VzJtjZhTpwHnqPv97C26GU0MyAgSErmYflac</blockquote>
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我发自心底为他们高兴，这两个都是我年少时期的好朋友，看他们结婚生子，幸福圆满，万千感慨涌到嘴边是一句：恭喜。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x5Bd2utEZODJvKwjkHLNUiIcWXhYG6m0g4SsPQ1e</blockquote>
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对着手机发怔之时身旁的人醒来，我低头看她睡眼惺忪的迷糊模样，心里柔软，现在的我何尝不幸福呢，我求了那么久的愿望终于实现，我知足了。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eLB52biZtTnzuhHCK7NPx689kQplW3vy1JDswAEY</blockquote>
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轻轻吻了吻她的眉心，低声温柔，“陶子今晨四点生了，是个男孩。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>FyX3orG4cda5YtDSQRjsU92JTwZPv0MBzkfVhClA</blockquote>
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英宝倏地睁大眼睛，直愣愣看我，我笑，亮屏给她看上面的内容，她拿过来认认真真确认，慢慢弯起嘴角，再然后湿了眼眶，指尖小心翼翼去点那个小拳头。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rBmiMat26sehG7LXHkWFQYOcNEypJo0nf1V4IvxP</blockquote>
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我心疼地吻她的眼睛，“这是好事。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dJsin7fgvUAwTmRX4y3tB6Vl8Kr1eWkPHx0F2bO9</blockquote>
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她呢喃应和，“是，是好事。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hLkwvHC9OKDmiTegt3B87EsQU4Wru6j0nSYdZJzy</blockquote>
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“……男孩儿……陶子和杨杨的宝宝，一定很好看，”她眼睛里有光，恋恋不舍地看照片，“……半夜生的……陶子辛苦了……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qlPje0aOSNJc3isW5wmr1o2Md6nGb74QpIzxDhyY</blockquote>
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“你想她了？”我一瞬不瞬盯着她，“我可以问问杨扬，等他们什么时候有空，我们去探望陶子和宝宝。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ROAkXuBLCoPT0Ud9IVY5a6FEmGzbqNci4Whg2n18</blockquote>
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“可以吗？”她下意识转头来看我。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>f1CIbO0nevUNrWd6FylxMQ7qzZ4RcY8Bkjho5DHV</blockquote>
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我失笑，“当然。陶子一定很高兴见到你。你俩不是约定好你要当宝宝的干妈？不想去见见自己的干儿子？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>LN1Qg3v6JrPdsh5Z9lj84tyAeboBS2fkaViTOpUF</blockquote>
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她眼睛里的光却慢慢湮息下去，摇了摇头，“……算了。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>myKUjdVtk4hfM9nxeE3cRAuSoI10LZpY5CJWvlzT</blockquote>
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她不再说话，把手机塞回我手里，翻过去拿后背对我，长发遮掩住小脸看不见情绪。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>LTJxhKo0uP9q5Q7kgHpB3iZFN6M2Rzy1DmEOGjUX</blockquote>
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我愣住，刚刚不是说得好好的，怎么心情突然低落了？<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kCh7NbvyfsG2gair8eFd1AV5MqB3DuHXJjEKxLwc</blockquote>
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“怎么不高兴了？是我说错什么了吗？”手搭她的肩想翻过来，她抗拒。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>1yZEOFHN5wjP4vxBqhpXb9GJkRS2VrKlYmf03oa8</blockquote>
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“英宝，英宝？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>tUZzj6PKilfB1YkuEvs2nxqMhr4SaGFwIAQc385y</blockquote>
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她依旧不语。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ixjFHf5rw2X6AgnMYa7l8p3zKRsSOycNZDJho0m1</blockquote>
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沉默了会儿，我妥协，决定让她自己冷静一下，“我去给你做早餐，想吃什么？面条还是炒饭？我倾向于炒饭，昨晚煲的饭没怎么动过，今早吃了它吧。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xj0ewVUZIaTqg8ydsncPif52Mbz1t9JHKAYk6Gh7</blockquote>
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我起身穿衣，床上本来安静的人突然开口：“方一凡。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>NKrja7bse15nZPhzkdvOiEo8RXFlVwuYGyIW2SU6</blockquote>
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“嗯？还是你更想吃面条，那……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kE03VSo7BY5vLWMNCUadnXqImbZy4iPfDzsgl8TQ</blockquote>
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“你喜欢孩子吗？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Zx8S5jA1iBJybrNnuHsDoQCYXz73PvKh4fTpRekt</blockquote>
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我没反应过来，话题怎么突然……<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jThZ4AxOkz65lCR9WEyXJnYMoPUcBLHdeb2sgifr</blockquote>
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“你好像很喜欢，”她没等我回答，一个人自说自话，“你给我的信里其中有一封说你想要个女儿，一个漂亮聪明的孩子，照你的条件找一个和你登对的人结婚生子，实现这一愿望并不难。虽然你现在的年龄不算大，但……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>iX8WnJpx57mdHSEYIVtNAjcOa3ZC29GzL1roqsQk</blockquote>
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“英宝！”我打断她，盯着被子下单薄的身子，“你说这些话是什么意思？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6pqL5CPWoJ7bSvTkh9tQ4s8X1eBrUKEVijHlZcDF</blockquote>
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胸腔燃烧着怒火，她若无其事说着我和别人结婚生子，就像说一个无关痛痒的人，明明昨晚我们就做着能生子的事，她怎么能转身推我向别人。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jpGYCXLM3rPgaAl7qSeR9Nk5F1JEQ62W0uhUbfIT</blockquote>
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我喉咙干涩，“你希望我和别人结婚生子？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>QjmnUJ2KNFhVgAiOsPG37HITrkaZceXpw1bo6M4W</blockquote>
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她沉默了一会儿，“难道你想和我结婚生子吗？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nrIbRuwMsXfFBe7VlqOtxLWPm3E8HSzQ6pgk4hDZ</blockquote>
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“不然呢？”我嗤笑出声，“我现在做的一切是个笑话吗？我方一凡如果有一天要结婚有自己的孩子，那孩子的母亲只能是那个叫乔英子的女人，我结婚共度一生的人，也只能是乔英子。我这样说你明白了吗？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>VWxeEo6w4dsvulkJMFUfLZ9H0OQIaXr5B2DnNYg1</blockquote>
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房间里很安静，她慢慢起身，被子滑落露出她白皙光滑的肩臂，乌黑长发掩住她一半脸，她低眼看被单，一字一句慢慢说着，“你需要我的身体，我可以给你，但我不会结婚，也不会有孩子。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pjPH5vIskVE7rcKGRXilwxg9u2nhqS4eAfzBQDZ1</blockquote>
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“结婚只是形式，孩子也只是锦上添花。就算没有那些我也没关系，有你我就满足，但我要的不仅是你的身体，还有你的心。”我目光深沉。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Fn3ESZxUgdBY608QuLvwAHWVDbokTclatqGzjKps</blockquote>
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她面无表情，“我早就说过，我没有心了，给不起你要的。你把大好年华浪费在我身上不值得。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZFXUN3HujohYA9kspODJn06yz57qwvgcxTrQLd8t</blockquote>
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“所以昨晚你只是为了满足我的欲望费尽心力来配合我吗？所以你觉得我和你在一起只是贪你的身子？”我苦涩又无力地笑，“乔英子，你太小看我了。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>UXvjRwELqgKamCDr90e3fzkuopbth6JN2FWYPQI8</blockquote>
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说完我转身从房间里出去，我需要时间冷静，心里一遍又一遍劝诫自己，她生病了，我应该对她宽容。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>DaYmcxwd7Ce5TVXt9nJSpj8b3l1sLPqkAB6yHEWQ</blockquote>
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锅铲被我铲得唰唰响，恨不得锅底铲出个洞，一餐不做饿死你得了！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fTyhdrJ9e08ptPz3aMqwxUnoXKj4VIg157FHuCBE</blockquote>
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想是这么想，身体还是老老实实煮了面炒了饭，然后踏着步子去敲她房门，“早餐做好了，出来吃。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>D43tNQYlUR2yLuSvkKoBiCAGbmxEeTWsgzhawFOr</blockquote>
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回到餐桌拿起勺子，耳朵竖着听动静。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ejXP0hJizUDsHCcm5TKyIEvOpfNdunVMSBka6GYW</blockquote>
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房门开，我心定下来，算你还知道出来吃早餐。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>azuQN6mB7rKyGApYXfnqo2IZO9w5HeFjv4db1xtC</blockquote>
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大口大口舀饭往嘴里塞，即使她坐到餐桌对面了也故意不看她。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6jLC4DVbdr3utz5qWnOciBTvksEyU1Zg0paFSGY7</blockquote>
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冷落你！我也不能凡事迁就你不是！泥人也是有脾气的！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>7dG9XIBiqKNt1o4kfW2wURcQjAhabpeEMnmFlgLx</blockquote>
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可是对面的筷子久久未动，我忍不住抬眼看她，她睁着一双大眼无辜地看我——准确地说，是我盘子里的火腿肉丁蛋炒饭！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>NAQqLStlwMfIa8DGZBTUj1v593WYciVsKyr04zdp</blockquote>
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我：……<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>p0cw5teYM8LAUQuDRIb1Ejl9CzTkiNdPJoaWKS2G</blockquote>
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发誓绝对不依她，但嘴巴还是没管住，一不小心就秃噜嘴了，“你想吃炒饭？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ARtcMdCq1TfGHBopLSj5FIwxX2nvDEgUWy49NPhu</blockquote>
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她看我，轻轻点了点头。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>zJwpYfgl3k9jNDOr4oGI1Q67MvZXybERTBshmaqK</blockquote>
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艹！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>h2ypBXgN5owZJ7IdW4SujilkGzvOqHrM9VK3mQFt</blockquote>
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世间仅此一盘的蛋炒饭！<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>jayUAPfcuFYXoq0VpeKkHiwld4ECZWbzOM19GnJD</blockquote>
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我把盘子推向她，然后默默把她面前的碗面端回来，当作什么事都没发生，挑起面条哧溜哧溜吸得起劲。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mFWAOgHaGEc7tvCji9QMBxfb5wso10eXVUTZ6JyK</blockquote>
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眼角瞟到她动勺子，之前闹得不愉快慢慢从心里排解出去，不是说，人只要吃得下饭就能活着吗，只要她活着一切皆有可能，我和她置什么气，慢慢来就好了。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>v9h5AjS1DmokMOYrwX7tNUe64Gy8pnLbxzEaKiBP</blockquote>
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看她吃得认真，不自觉我的嘴角上扬，压不住心里的骄傲，“怎么样？我炒的好吃吧？这肉丁我放了点酱油，炒起来超香的！”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>Rn9NQxtb3ICo2zOV0LdZlwujAK64TMhs7SFDYrGJ</blockquote>
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她看着我，突然笑起来，“过来。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>gYFPZViSRsB2vlM9hTytW0rJ3G4bL6DHfzpqNnOw</blockquote>
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呃？<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YmyrB3GFfwDASHZRCpk70eKX5iqhWuLJbonsMj8g</blockquote>
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“什么？”我下意识身子探前。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wgjrRoMq5v0k8eFphElS1J6GizKcUfL9OAbdVysI</blockquote>
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她伸出手，指尖从我嘴角轻点而过，一颗米粒被她摘走送进她嘴里，她嚼了嚼，漫不经心道，“嗯，确实好吃。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fEQzJHDX3Y9Ap7k1RZGMB5OoWxmiPlav604tTF8u</blockquote>
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花了一秒反应的我瞬间脸颊爆红，“你，你……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wvU3POJnyQZx4j6HmDgdsXIoLFqMEKGk2a7Sehzi</blockquote>
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她面色平静，半点没有我们吵过架的痕迹。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8iOg9mboIXFcQt2sGrNeuwVdjnSyExvzJUR703TK</blockquote>
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我想了想，最后忿忿地说没什么，重新低下头去吃面条，却忍不住腹诽，打一巴掌再给颗甜枣，她就是吃准我的脾性不舍得对她生气发火，才一次又一次挑战我的底线，事后又若无其事地与我相处。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>9Fekh08xNwJ3iY6ZqncupAlz2STgXdDLrIKfaBj1</blockquote>
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在她心里，我到底算什么呢？我爱她珍惜她，她却一心想要逃离我，虽然我一次次告诉自己她需要时间和耐心来消化痛苦，但在治愈她的同时我也会累会辛苦会心痛啊。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>aSshy96APcGLJHpjkdxCiFf8loYg7nq4QO31wve2</blockquote>
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反复无常的她，变幻莫测的她，每一天都像让我行走在刀刃冰面上。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xD5B3hO7YybgcVX4HwmsnPkR8ArfCd1IEQi69Mju</blockquote>
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想着便不受控制地叹出声，她握勺子的手顿了顿，我已经没胃口再吃，推开碗筷起身想去打把游戏排遣下心情。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>VBGmlehfcKnC2bvPgF1XtARd0q86xzIQoM9Hrj7i</blockquote>
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经过却被她猝不及防拉住手腕，我停下脚步低头看她。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eArnC9LdWqgoBT3hQtjfwUHImsGcOXuViPz7E02K</blockquote>
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“你生气了吗？”她声音很轻。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>VR4l271MqdehHrcXtup8jmF6zW9fPUZvGJCEKowL</blockquote>
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我紧抿着唇，不说话，想确认她的意图。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>PcvQwIeOCS61tgu0FXxViNBmosKMG4fLAylj8Z39</blockquote>
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她抬头仰视我，眼睛来回在我脸上打转，最后下结论，“你对我失望了对不对？”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>RiZSTDrfqwUXoaI5328Yv9LGgd7AeuzC0pkVFj4t</blockquote>
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得不到我的回应，她慢慢松开手，一脸了然低头，“你确实应该对我失望。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ArvpDyKB0sObhdaCmkeTLRE5V4UYnIZGJzlXoNFS</blockquote>
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我不喜欢看她失落，勾起她下巴反驳，“我没有失望。我知道你是什么样的人，从我决定要和你在一起就做好了承担一切的准备，无论是四年前，还是现在。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uhYMXrFZeNm6q2QHgBxGfk1RwcsJWLS39I5TjbCV</blockquote>
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“你会后悔，就像四年前一样。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>YsLlC8pKOdo14efIcPQ7MBnUJqvRyz3052gkGmE6</blockquote>
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“我从来没有后悔过和你在一起的决定，”看到她眼睛里的惊讶，我愈发坚定，“四年前我只是怨恨我自己，没有早一点发现你的不对劲，存着侥幸心理对你隐瞒欺骗，让我们的感情就那样不堪地结束。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xWYE4QVmGHjRKLaUFdft8sMokJN59pgvc0XCbqnr</blockquote>
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“若说后悔，我最后悔地是这几年没有去找你，如果知道你过得这么痛苦，我绝不会抛下你不管。现在我有弥补的机会让我照顾你，爱你疼你，我还有什么好后悔，”我半跪下去与她平视，牵着她的手放在我的左胸膛上，让她感受炙热鲜活的心跳，“我偷笑着呢，终于可以不用再做违背这颗心的事，终于可以一心一意地和你在一起，我心满意足。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>WMX3x7fY8yoKta6rJLAVDdpcQRiPkTvs5qmeBh19</blockquote>
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她的眼眶盈满泪水，一点点抽回自己的手，声音哽咽，“可是我没有信心和你在一起。”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>2ARx1CTUdQhg3c4z9LqJYIkXyfDrEGmpb5vnOZ6t</blockquote>
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我红了眼睛。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ZDxtom4GgOhXTqS6ICKH1YNdy9e5rwpaiMUnjvf7</blockquote>
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“曾经我爸妈是这个世上最爱我的人，可他们一个走了，一个重新组建了家庭有了新的孩子。你也口口声声说过爱我的，可你还是和别人在一起了……”<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x0Q5EvVgWpFLiXmqzytnUdZkAGDco61IH4S38aTl</blockquote>
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“我没有。”我苍白无力解释，她痛苦摇头。<blockquote cite='https://.18wen.tw/' class="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eso5zLKASlnXibGgHrpfI1C0NJPTd69F4BU2cEkV</blockquote>
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